Mar. 1st, 2001

I'm not really sure how I feel.

My impending oldness (Twenty-fucking-three - how did that happen? How did I even make it this far?) is freaking me out a bit. I want to be 17 again. I want to go back and live.

I have everything and I still can't help feeling so empty sometimes. Do I want more? Do I want less? Do I just want to think less?

But I'm not really down. What I am is worried. Too many people close to me are not happy. Too many people who have more right to be happy than nearly all those people who are (or at least pretend to be well enough for me not to see). But I'm old enough to know better, right?

I am tired. The train was EARLY coming back to KX by 25 minutes, which was quite impressive, but I still didn't get to sleep until after midnight. I have so much sleep to catch up on :\

Still, t'was nice to see my family, even if only briefly.

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