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(Still feeling quite friendless despite loveliness of having Becky visiting.. but she leaves today *sigh*)
Been great to see her, but in a way it just reflects back to me how empty my social life is going to be. I thought when I came to London I wouldn't have to plan to see people any more - but I'm starting to realise it's completely the opposite. There's nobody I can just go knocking at the door at on a whim. I can't hop on my bike and cycle somewhere. I don't even *have* a bike here.
But but but, I have joined a gym. I'm going to go swimming every day before work, yes yes. I'm going to stop being fat and get toned and things. Then perhaps I'll be able to feel like I make a difference.
Shallow? I'm not even up to your ankles.
Been great to see her, but in a way it just reflects back to me how empty my social life is going to be. I thought when I came to London I wouldn't have to plan to see people any more - but I'm starting to realise it's completely the opposite. There's nobody I can just go knocking at the door at on a whim. I can't hop on my bike and cycle somewhere. I don't even *have* a bike here.
But but but, I have joined a gym. I'm going to go swimming every day before work, yes yes. I'm going to stop being fat and get toned and things. Then perhaps I'll be able to feel like I make a difference.
Shallow? I'm not even up to your ankles.
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s'true though.