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Mar. 9th, 2001 04:27 pmI'm quite stressed.
Luckily, I get to spend this weekend sitting at home on my own watching the wallpaper peel, so that'll be nice and relaxing. *sigh*
It's been a very hard week. Working late too often. Becky has been wonderfully supportive and come to see me when I've been most lonely, but I can't ask or expect her to do that all the time. Damnit.
I'm still feeling very depressed. I am so loath to use that word about myself, but I think I might as well face it. I've sunk again.
I've been thinking a bit about a lost friend too, someone I used to like a lot but who now hates me, thanks to something that was never really meant for her in the first place. I guess I have to reap the whirlwinds I sow.
I know I'll lose all my friends eventually. It's just a matter of time.
Luckily, I get to spend this weekend sitting at home on my own watching the wallpaper peel, so that'll be nice and relaxing. *sigh*
It's been a very hard week. Working late too often. Becky has been wonderfully supportive and come to see me when I've been most lonely, but I can't ask or expect her to do that all the time. Damnit.
I'm still feeling very depressed. I am so loath to use that word about myself, but I think I might as well face it. I've sunk again.
I've been thinking a bit about a lost friend too, someone I used to like a lot but who now hates me, thanks to something that was never really meant for her in the first place. I guess I have to reap the whirlwinds I sow.
I know I'll lose all my friends eventually. It's just a matter of time.
